That's It.

It was my few days of depression. I wasn't stressed, I was in fact depressed. It's very hard to explain how I really felt and the reason behind..I guess it's all an accumulation of things that have been going on in my life. I've been trying to think about it, and I guess I came up with a conclusion: it's a mean world out there. There will always be people who lie to you, who loves bringing you down, who hates you for whatever reason.

S and I spent the night today just sitting in silence. He was very kind to let me just sit and not talk, cuz he knew I wasn't in the mood to talk about anything. I looked at him, and cried. He drove me home.

On our way, we saw a truck got into an accident, and from what we saw, it was pretty bad. I felt...awakened.

I might not be strong, but I am one happy girl. I will never let anything nor anyone take away that spirit. For whatever mistakes I have done, I have apologized. If I am not forgiven, then that's it. For whatever mess I made, I'm always trying my best to fix it. If my effort is not appreciated, then that's it.

We humans are humans. And we should appreciate and give credits to ourselves. If we spend our lives just to please everyone, when will it ever end?

Thank you, Allah. For every blessing. For keeping me safe and sound throughout my days.

I love You...:)

Hair Flair

I enjoy experimenting with my hair. Not to the extent that I dye or perm it, but at least by changing my hairdo every day I go out...

Motel dress, unbranded shirt, Forever 21 hat, Mango sunglasses, Topshop tights, Up wedges

It's fun to play around with our hair cuz it really affects our mood. And as long as we use the right shampoo & hair treatment, our experiments should be safe... Dove conditioners for me are a must! :)


If you have pictures of you and your friends, perhaps you can join this "Sisters in Beauty Competition"...the mechanism is super easy! :)

What I Wore To Work

Thingswelove top, Kate Moss fot Topshop trousers, Topshop beanie, Up wedges

Him: "I wanna go to the teeth service."
Me: "What's a teeth service?"
Him: "You know...the one that cleans your teeth."
Me: "It's called dentist, babe."
Him: "Yeah. Dentist."

I Think..

The greatest pleasure is to be hugged at the end of the day.

PS: This girls sings the song better than Ingrid Michaelson herself...I'm instantly a fan! :)

The Daily Self-Control

My latest writing for Cosmogirl! magazine is out! Yayness! Do buy a copy and have a read on my view about "self-control"...:)

Unbranded denim short, Velvet dress, dad's suspender, Ryu Myu sailor hat, Up wedges

Love

Me: "Starting now, can you call me 'baby doll'?"
Him: "Okay, baby doll."

:)

Orlando Bloom

This has been the busiest week of the year so far, and I am glad everything went smooth and well alhamdulillah...:)

Vintage top, shirt & skirt, Allura by Nasya Marissa necklace, unbranded hat, various brooches, June & Julia boots

There are many nights I feel like not facing tomorrow and just hide under my blanket. But then under the blanket I would realize that life is about facing and overcoming challenges. It's nice to be scared, because it means that we value results and not just take things for granted...:)

Pond's Teens Concert Is Back!

Hey guuuuys...I've been officially appointed as Pond's Teens Concert 2011 "Digital Ambassador"...yaaayyyyyyyy!!! :) It's a dream come true as I sort of grew up with this brand, been using Pond's since junior high school and here I am having involvement with them...:)

Together we'll be bringing to you an even more exciting experience of Pond's Teens Concert, as there will be many super cool artists performing this year including Nidji, Afgan, GAC (Gamaliel, Audrey & Cantika), and of course, an international artist who we'll only reveal later on.

Aaaaand, we'll also be having a "What To Wear Contest" in the following weeks.. so make sure we all participate just for fun! :)

Thingswelove top, skirt bought from Sonia Eryka, Ami The Vintagist necklace, Uniqlo tights, Up wedges

Today was the Press Conference of Pond's Teens Concert 2011 and I was sooooooo happy to meet all of the crew...I'm a big fan of Gamaliel, Audrey & Cantika and meeting them was actually my favorite part of the day hahah...:D



Watch out for more PTC coolness, y'all! :)

Electric-Shocked

Photoshoot for ANEKA magazine...much much fun! :)

Motel dress, unbranded tights & socks, Zara clogs

Grateful.

Him: "You look so drained, dear."
Me: "I knooooow...tell me about it."
Him: "But you know...even though you're tired, I can see that you're very happy."

:')

Rose Cure

Woke up extremely exhausted and dizzy today...so dizzy that I had to cancel all my meetings and continue sleeping throughout the whole day. Sigh. I feel much better now though...alhamdulillah...:)

Now how about some flowers? :)

S. Oliver blouse (available at Metro Department Store), vintage floral outerwear, Cotton On skirt, self-made leggings, Eclectica necklace, Up wedges

Take good care of your health, peeps! :)